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Skeletal Wish

by Chaometry

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1.
The Fool 01:19
0 THE FOOL. Alone I sit guitar in hand People call me a fool I had it all I gave it away This will be my great tale I have loved and lost Conversed with kings Angered the Gods Tempted by spirits All I really wanted was you
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The Magician 04:34
I THE MAGICIAN. I was born in the arms of poverty My Father left when I was only three My Mother cried for 50 days She worked her fingers to the bone She let the sorrow fester I let the sorrow fester Around the age of six I was walking the railroad Appeared a single man On a cart his eyes as white as snow Singing a song "Cry the tears you have to spill Love until you have your fill Climb the mountain Swim an ocean For I am everywhere”
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II THE HIGH PRIESTESS. Alone and confused He hid within himself As the child grew Anger and mischief were his friends Making him wild He would create wonders in his room Only to destroy them His aunt was his only calming presence Always bathed in blue With a cross upon her breast The holy book in hand She would close her eyes And tell him stories Of a man and his gift He could end wars Bring tyrants to their knees Inspire love to the masses Humanity to the wicked
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The Empress 03:47
III THE EMPRESS. Then the dreams they came First I was afraid Appeared a woman with a crown Scepter in her hand Sitting on a throne with child She says What do you want? Find your vessel soon You will find a tune Then the wildness leaves There is calm I possess a gift And I shall create Music is my gift! “I give to you this inspiration The passion is yours Know this and you will never stray Stay true to yourself Remember me!”
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The Emperor 03:34
IV THE EMPEROR. Mother would find another man A lover six foot seven Carved in muscle, hair pure white He sits upon the porch His guitar created happiness Happiness and peace No longer would Mother cry The die had been cast All hail the emperor Bringer of peace into this home All hail the emperor Quelling the darkness from within Notice the boy’s Eyes filled with joy As he stared at that guitar His eyes grew They grew wide As he heard him ply his sleight of hand All hail the emperor Bringer of peace into this home All hail the emperor Quelling the darkness from within
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V THE HEIROPHANT. Practice makes perfect Iron out all of the defects Show me how to master these structures How to tame them under my fingers Show me how to live in these structures Day after day after day
7.
The Lovers 03:27
VI THE LOVERS. I remember first seeing you I felt my little heart burst You’re an angel amongst mortals I was only twelve years old It was fate that our paths had crossed The decision was mine alone To pursue you And bear the cost Of you breaking my heart My obsession To penetrate the blank canvas And want you To shine in your light And solve your mystery And want you I approached you Azure eyes that leave me naked “Do you like music?” Shaking your head and leaving me speechless I played in class To loud applause Except for only you I walked down the path You called to me A soldier of forlorn hope
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The Chariot 03:47
VII THE CHARIOT. Rock n Roll show Packed house This is my hometown Such a grueling long tour See familiar faces But I don’t see you Apprehension fills me Seeps into my every pore Peek behind the curtain My shifting eyes scan the crowd Cannot seem to find my Passion that I’ve had before Almost time to go on Doubt creeping, got to play! Why can’t you see? This is my gift Everyone loves to hear me play I should feel joy But I feel numb For the first time Something is wrong Faces begin to blur Going through the motions “Prodigal Son returns” A bitter laugh escapes me Apprehension fills me Seeps into my every pore Peek behind the curtain My shifting eyes scan the crowd Cannot seem to find my Passion that I’ve had before Almost time to go on Doubt creeping, got to play! Faces begin to blur Going through the motions “Prodigal Son returns” A bitter laugh escapes me Why can’t you see? This is my gift Everyone loves to hear me play I should feel joy But I feel numb For the first time Something is wrong
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The Strength 05:48
VIII STRENGTH. I have pushed the boundaries I have burned the threshold They meet me after the show Sent up to my room Our flesh intertwine And they’re gone before first light I keep waiting for something Something from you I call out your name Can’t shake you from my mind You were not there! Seeing me on the stage Endless disappointment Like when I was three “Daddy’s not coming home!” Where are you now? I’ve had enough I’ve seen the world It knows my name But fame has left me bitter I’m sick of this It’s time to go I’ll hide away And leave the public eye I’m on a road Don’t know where What good’s a gift That leaves you empty inside? Praise be damned It means nothing to me Oh how I feel So tired
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The Hermit 05:25
IX THE HERMIT. Everyone around me Tells me what to want How they’ll help me get there They all want their part Why does fame and fortune Have to be my goal? Seems to be there could be So much more Here in solitude I tune out other voices And listen to my own voice Strong and true Here in solitude I look at my real choices And work out what I really want to do There’s so very much to sort through When the Empress told me Music is my gift Did I make it true by believing it? Then the Empress told me Be true to myself How am I to find out what that means? When my father left My whole world came apart I built up a fortress around my heart Walls meant to protect are suffocating me If no one gets in how will I be free? Here in solitude I tune out other voices And listen to my own voice Strong and true Here in solitude I look at my real choices And work out what I really want to do Can I find my way back to you?
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X WHEEL OF FORTUNE. The road was slick with ice A miasma of pure white An old car traverses It slips it swerves, no control And by the time help arrives It’s too late Their blood feeds the soil Lives snuffed out (Mother!) What did you say? In your text, what did you say to me? You said “I am so sorry I am engaged, I must go We should not speak again” I felt so numb Why do I feel for you? And there is nothing Nothing at all for me I’m not myself at all An empty shell just a husk And to my surprise There was an invitation Addressed to me Are you trying to rub my face in your joy and happiness? I take you to be mine forever In sickness and in health To love and to cherish TO BE CONTINUED….

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released January 5, 2021

Craig J. Martinez: Vocals
Eric Drazner: Guitars
Sally Freels: Keyboards
Bill Dockrey: Bass
Jeffrey Warzin: Drums/Percussion
Produced by Jeffrey Warzin
Engineered, Mixed and Mastered by Matt Mercado
Recorded August 2020 at Sonic Palace Studios, Chicago, Illinois
Assistant Engineer Mike Penny
Mastered by Collin Jordan at The Boiler ROom
Cover Artwork Kate Hoyt Photography Adrian Fortis
All songs ℗ © 2020 Chaometry
Skeletal Wish story written and conceived by Eric Drazner

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